RIP

what a shock i got when i saw the obituary in the times.

kevin coyne died on the 2nd of this month.

he was 60 years old.

NOT SORRY

on i go again.

no, i’m not sorry and i never will be until i get caught. and neither will you be because it’s not what you do it’s the getting caught for it that counts.

what have i done?

some terrible things if you think that the law is so great.

let’s tot things up:

(i was listing a few things that i’ve done but i decided to delete them. they had to do with class a drugs and a serious criminal offence for which i could have been well banged up. but i decided not to)

sorry not to amuse you.

i do not believe in the law; i believe in what is right and what is wrong. when i was a not very good copper another officer gave me some words of advice: just turn up and if you see someone doing something that you think is wrong, you just nick him and make it all up back at the factory.

we know by instinct what is wrong and what is right. the legal stuff gets in the way. that’s why i think that tony martin WAS right to shoot a burglar in the back using an illegal firearm. and the worst thing that i ever did was some class ‘a’ stuff.

i had some cocaine round at a mate’s flat in brighton. it felt really nice and metallic going down my throat. it helped me to talk a load of bollocks for about two hours. since then i have rubbed it on my gums and snorted it a bit. all in all, rather boring but it might have been badly cut.

lsd was fantastic.

i think everyone should drop acid. i think my children should. let’s say that mars was a very different world but that you could get there in half an hour. you can’t imagine how different the lsd world is. it’s very important. nuff said.

morphine/diamorphine

i had some morphine on the black - it made for a nice day and i’ve had diamorphine (heroin) in hospital on a couple of lucky occasions. it feels good; this is why people take it.

i’m still not sorry and never can be. like that man said to me, you just decide whether what you see is right or wrong.

burglary or robbery is wrong but taking drugs is not. it would be great to catch a burglar, provided that i won, and bash him up.

i have made some bad mistakes

but i’m still not sorry.